I feel like I’ve been here before, Real life or dreaming, unsure, When all my travels could all unravel, In a heartbeat or a thought, And if my legacy’s abolished, Then whatever we accomplished, Did it for the pedigree, I don’t see an enemy, Then to me y’all are potentially accomplice, Cause some men rise above, Some men fight enough, Until there struggling becomes them and are defined as such, Who the fuck then divided us, It’s like I’m born every morning, die every evening, War at my door reviving my demons, I’d rather die with my convictions than live a life with no meaning, So I hold court like the king of the mountain hall, Every one everything is accountable, Face the music and embrace the truth of all that makes us human, Then I think I’d be proud of y’all, If I am, all I said I am, And we are, all in together and, From where I stand I’m just trying to get a plan, To build a better man for this Neverland, Maybe a dreamer, make believer, try escape the ether, But the great deceiver lives inside to feed a basic need for, Identity of own, set me in stone near my legacy to grow then I’ll never be alone, It’s the music that will ferry me to home
I’m not lost, I’ve been following my own path,
Not blind, been looking at my future not past,
Ain’t done, staring into the abyss daily,
Until that man in the mirror ain’t me,
I’m not lost, I’ve been following my own path,
Not blind, been looking at my future not past,
Ain’t done, staring into the abyss daily,
Until that man in the mirror ain’t me
Feel like I’ve been here before, in the abyss,
Looking up to the great expanse,
Stars in the sky, stars in my eyes,
Won’t stop till their stars in my hands,
Feel like I landed on Mars,
I feel abandoned in fact,
They’re all on Dancing with Stars,
Making fun of artists who actually rap,
I lost my confidence,
Till I got on my flex,
Now can’t tell me nothing, city all suffering,
Tell God he got a Suffa complex,
I’m draped in the belt of Orion,
I’m praying the truth rings out,
They’re saying the loud things quiet,
We’re saying the quiet things loud,
I wanna rock right now,
Want every single rapper on the block wiped out,
Everybody coming at the Hilltop, lights out,
You’re running down seconds on the clock, time out,
What? Pipe down, we don’t care what you think of us,
We’re the shit and you can’t sit with us,
You trying to fly by clinging to Icarus,
I’m trying to drive by liquor and cigarettes,
I’m trying to be a better man,
Ask Eddie Vedder man, I’m trying to be Clark,
I feel like Letterman, hiding my venom in,
A coffee mug with a broken heart,
Open bars probably going to kill me,
If all this touring don’t,
From the heart sincerely,
All I want really, is to watch my children grow
I’m not lost, I’ve been following my own path,
Not blind, been looking at my future not past,
Ain’t done, staring into the abyss daily,
Until that man in the mirror ain’t me,
I’m not lost, I’ve been following my own path,
Not blind, been looking at my future not past,
Ain’t done, staring into the abyss daily,
Until that man in the mirror ain’t me
Let’s get it…
Said he wanna go outside and to chop it up,
I’m like ‘Cough it up bruh, is it not enough,
I’m nodding off?’ God, what a lot of poppycock,
If he popping off I gotta sock him with the mollywop,
What does it take? For you to get message, huh?
You’re rude and kind of messy, da?
Now my mood is quite depressing who are you impressing?
Loser, I won’t dress it up
Me and my friends, we are not here for your bullshit,
I don’t care who you’re cool with, or where you went school kid,
Nah-uh-uh, my buddies at the bar waiting,
And I’m too young to be hating, but too old to be patient,
So alright, man we’ll be alright
He said to me ‘Look, I’m sorry, I’m not myself,
I smoked some weed, took some Molly, can’t stop myself.
It’s like I bleed then I worry I cut myself.’
I said ‘Yo please, leave me lonely, leave me alone and lonely!’
Each time that you open your mouth a little calm inside me dies, Peace sign and you know that I’m out before I feel the tsunami rise, Man I’m sick of this, ridiculous I’ve listened to your gibberish, I figure that you need to quit and go, Is there no limit to your ignorance or spirit of ambivalence? I think that is a no, Ever found it’s relieving? Trying to hold in the sound of your breathing, Silence is golden, you’re louder than cheap bling, So ride like its stolen, bounce for this evening, Man, I don’t need the hostility, Your beef don’t feed my virility, Cease with the litany, are you seeking to trigger me? Kidding me? Seriously? We’ll be alright, man we’ll be alright
He said to me ‘Look, I’m sorry, I’m not myself,
I smoked some weed, took some Molly, can’t stop myself.
It’s like I bleed then I worry I cut myself.’
I said ‘Yo please, leave me lonely, leave me alone and lonely!’
I see red like a bull to a matador,
See red like I’m dressed like Santa Clause,
See red like I’m asking for the manager,
See red like cardiovascular,
I’d rather be a passenger on the Challenger,
Rather lick a sneeze guard on a salad bar,
Rather have it off with a lathered-up Labrador,
Than explore your character, Jabba Jaw,
This all I can endure,
You’re your own saboteur,
I had to draw a line, I’m trying,
To spend time with my Paramore,
You’re like Paul Manafort, a giant and spineless jellyfish,
A Man O’ War, I’m a man of war, be silent,
Alright, man we’ll be alright
He said to me ‘Look, I’m sorry, I’m not myself,
I smoked some weed, took some Molly, can’t stop myself.
It’s like I bleed then I worry I cut myself’
I said ‘Yo please, leave me lonely, leave me alone and lonely!’
It’s not right,
I have to hide in the shadows all night,
It’s not fair,
It seems like at every turn you are there,
It’s not right,
I have to hide in the shadows all night
I gotta sit and listen,
Grind my teeth and clench my fists and…
He said to me ‘Look, I’m sorry, I’m not myself,
I smoked some weed, took some Molly, can’t stop myself.
It’s like I bleed then I worry I cut myself’
I said ‘Yo please, leave me lonely, leave me alone and lonely!’
Feeling good, in fact, I’m feeling mighty fine, Another year, another grind, another smile line, Dead star type of light shine, why you taking up my time, If you aint of a like mind? Forget what you and who say, It’s the future that moves my mood today, I could be toothless and grey, lose my toupee, And still feel bullet-proof like Luke Cage, I’ve never been concerned with a beef, Just learning to be the best version of me, They say that we can learn from defeat, Why are they looking for adversity permanently? They’re missing the mark, still in rut, Need a little bit of dip in their strut, living it up, The enlightening feeling of not giving a fuck, While they’re putting me down I’ve been picking it up so
Don’t let no one tell you who you are, be yourself,
Don’t let no one tell you who you are, be yourself,
Cause they fill you with rage,
You’re like ‘Why are you breaking my heart?’,
It’s like they build you to break you,
Just wanted to take you apart
Looking good, looking better than I ever have,
Feeling good, feeling that till I remember that,
I have to interact with the world, game on,
Put my human face on like Patrick Bateman,
My game face, same face that my mum kiss,
So, you don’t love this, it don’t mean bupkis,
White boy rapper, frat boy man,
He probably have a drug problem like a grown child actor,
Fat boy, have to get in those reps, get an,
App boy have to get in those steps,
Looking long in the tooth but the truth is,
I’m strong and I’m stronger than you in the booth kid, c’mon
I’m so pretty, make ‘em all stare at me,
Blow my own horn, call me Ron Jeremey,
How I take these hits, man I’m convinced,
I deserve a purple heart like Prince, my god
Don’t let no one tell you who you are, be yourself,
Don’t let no one tell you who you are, be yourself,
Cause they fill you with rage,
You’re like ‘Why are you breaking my heart?’,
It’s like they build you to break you,
Just wanted to take you apart,
Don’t let no one tell you who you are, be yourself,
Don’t let no one tell you who you are, be yourself,
Cause they fill you with rage,
You’re like ‘Why are you breaking my heart?’,
It’s like they build you to break you,
Just wanted to take you apart
She took my hand like ‘Let’s elope’,
I shook, I ran, I never wrote,
I sold it all, I ran away,
Run away, hey, hey,
Run away, hey, hey,
Run away, hey, hey,
Run away, hey, hey
We felt like Kurt and Courtney,
In all our dirty laundry,
Stayed up thirty, forty,
Hours, told me she’d murder for me,
We felt like Courtney and Kurt like,
All that you’ve brought me is hurt, Why’ve,
You gotta hollow me out like a termite?
Runaway, hey, hey,
We felt like Bobby and Whitney,
Till we fell like Bobby and Whitney,
Felt like Johnny and Winona,
Put me in a coma till cops come get me,
Honestly watch me, I think we,
Flew too close to the sun are you with me?
I feel like a runaway, like god isn’t with me,
Runaway, hey, hey
She took my hand like ‘Let’s elope’,
I shook, I ran, I never wrote,
I sold it all, I ran away,
Run away, hey, hey,
Run away, hey, hey,
Run away, hey, hey,
Run away, hey, hey
We felt like Sid and Nancy,
A pair of sycophants we,
Skipped the light fandango,
Stripped ourselves and licked the candy,
Like, how can we be so happy,
Right, in all this mess we made ourselves?
Let’s run away, escape our cells,
Hey, hey, hey,
Is what we told each other,
We’d lay, we’d hold each other,
We’d pray, we’d roll each other,
From gutter to gutter from sun down,
Till sun up, we’d run ‘round all cut up,
Through come downs and hunger,
All strung out, I loved her, I love her,
Runaway, hey, hey
She took my hand like ‘Let’s elope’,
I shook, I ran, I never wrote,
I sold it all, I ran away,
Run away, hey, hey,
Run away, hey, hey,
Run away, hey, hey,
Run away, hey, hey
She took my hand,
Said ‘Let’s leave our problems behind us’,
I shook I ran,
Somewhere it’s always a Summers day,
I sold it all,
Ran towards the light and took no reminders
Where no one could find us, just a pair of runaways
Run away, hey, hey
She took my hand like ‘Let’s elope’,
I shook, I ran, I never wrote,
I sold it all, I ran away,
Run away, hey, hey
I’m sick of us not doing this right, That’s why I think I’m cutting you from my life, no more, I’m sick of us not doing this right, That’s why I think I’m cutting you from my life, no more, Wasted energy, spent in a place where every, Hour I wake I need an escape to centre me, And I don’t mean to make a rush for the door but times a currency, I’m currently poor, I’ll be leaving here soon, I don’t mean to be rude but, This scene aint for me like your mum seeing your nudes, I’ve got places I’d rather be and wanting to see, Stopping to breathe is so hard around these oxygen thieves, I aint waiting around, for all my days to amount, To less than average, shed the baggage that is weighing me down, You can take my pride and money and leverage that, But you taking my time is something I’ll never get back, And you bet that Imma jet, do a runner, Got a lot of regrets, won’t let you be another, So Imma exit casually do a stealth, Before I’m the next casualty of myself
Everybody say ‘Hi’,
Look who’s finally arrived’,
I’m not looking for a good time,
I’m just looking for the exit sign,
I’m just trying to get by,
Been here one too many times,
I’m not standing in a bathroom line,
I’m just looking for the exit sign
I’m am like ‘Peace’, start fresh like you born-again,
Jesus wept, I don’t mean it but don’t mind it if it cause offence,
We make moves not amends,
Feels like you’ll never leave (and the chorus went),
Don’t care who goes against ,
Not you not him, not two, not ten, mmm mmm,
Calling your bluff don’t call me your friend,
You in it for your fifteen minutes, its quarter past then,
Goddamn,
I’d take a mate’s house over this place any day out of the calendar dates now,
I mean, I aint even waiting bounce,
You won’t even hear the door hit me on the way out, nah,
You ever notice that’s how this go?
Aint it funny how the ones who can flex just don’t,
Well, I mean, maybe a little but you know,
They put on a show, we are the show, everybody say
Everybody say ‘Hi’,
Look who’s finally arrived’,
I’m not looking for a good time,
I’m just looking for the exit sign,
I’m just trying to get by,
Been here one too many times,
I’m not standing in a bathroom line,
I’m just looking for the exit sign
I am like ‘Nope’, I aint even trying to check in my,
Coat,’ I’m only trying to check in with my,
Folks, and my heads they all know that I won’t,
Stick around for the blah, blah, blah,
The conversation here is shallow as a kid’s pool,
And it’s full of people who say ‘literally’,
When something is not literal,
Are you simple, or are you kidding with me?
Go hit the floor man, I’m sure you want to,
I’ll hit the door, hit the horn and watch Norm McDonald,
Man, it’s weird to me that when you’re in a band you can get,
Appearance fees like you were kicked off The Bachelorette,
But I don’t give a fuck about the money,
And I don’t give a fuck about the party,
Man, anyone that know me know the only,
Thing I give a fuck about in this phony world is Ari,
And Poppy, so you know, Imma get out this stupid club
If I lose my way, I know this all amounts to nothing,
I’ve got a million ways for wasting excess time,
But I’ve got moves to make, and I ain’t that self-destructive,
I need to bail out towards the exit sign
Everybody say ‘Hi’,
Look who’s finally arrived’,
I’m not looking for a good time,
I’m just looking for the exit sign,
I’m just trying to get by,
Been here one too many times,
I’m not standing in a bathroom line,
I’m just looking for the exit sign
Everybody say ‘Hi’,
Look who’s finally arrived’,
I’m not looking for a good time,
I’m just looking for the exit sign,
I’m just trying to get by,
Been here one too many times,
I’m not standing in a bathroom line,
I’m just looking for the exit sign
I’ve always tried to do the right thing in my life,
Take care of my house, my picket fence, my children and my wife,
On my way home, on my way home,
I’m on my way home, Clark Griswold here I go
You could walk a mile in my shoes but could not,
Mope around for a day in my socks,
Waking up, coughing up a whole range of crap,
Coffee mug, world’s greatest dad,
Living life in a bathrobe, or some cargos,
On borrowed time, worry lines like a barcode,
Wearing my Chicago Bears cap feeling like Clark,
My family filling my heart,
I try to do right, I try to do good,
I try to do the best I can,
Man, all of my life, I’ve done all I could,
To try and be a better man, but I’ve realised,
Hey, I gotta be clever now,
Hey, I gotta go get it now,
And take a look at the way that I’m living,
Mistakes are better never made than forgiven, right?
I’ve always tried to do the right thing in my life,
Take care of my house, my picket fence, my children and my wife,
On my way home, on my way home,
I’m on my way home, Clark Griswold here I go
Yeah, they say a real mans a family man,
Pays the bills, has a travel plan or caravan,
The way I feels like everywhere that I am,
Trouble follows ‘til I unravel and crash the van,
Always managing in damage control,
Count my blessing like casualties and add up the toll,
When matters resolve, I plan on getting back to my goals,
But this life will get away, so grab on and hold,
When I’m away, this world leads me astray,
Everything starts breaking apart,
So, I’m spending my days, trying to carve out a place,
To fill that empty space in my heart,
To say that I’m a beautiful mess? I’d say the truth is a stretch,
I confess I’m only human but I’m doing my best,
Uncertain if all the hurting is worth it,
Yeah, I know I couldn’t be further from perfect
I’ve always tried to do the right thing in my life,
Take care of my house, my picket fence, my children and my wife,
On my way home, on my way home,
I’m on my way home, Clark Griswold here I go
Life can be so beautiful,
But sometimes I feel I make a mess of things,
Life can be so beautiful,
But sometimes I fear I make a mess of everything,
Life can be so beautiful,
But sometimes I feel I make a mess of things,
Life can be so beautiful,
But sometimes I fear I make a mess of everything
I know who I am, and where I stand,
I am just a grain of sand getting washed from Gods hands,
I am nothing but a lamb in the great expanse,
An ape staring into space, so damn insignificant,
Primal on the vinyl, I am cro-magnificent,
Title after title cos I’m programmed different,
Dictate a flow that toe-tags dissidents,
No, my man, we don’t go ham, listen in,
We go Jon Hamm, with the double M, triple threat,
Nice day, isn’t it? Not for workaholics,
Open Logic, and work the program like an alcoholic,
Man, anybody fucking with P, I’ll beat you like Tyson,
Beat Larry Homes out of love for Ali,
Suffa MC, tell me now, who wanna Suffa?
Want them nuts on your chin like Ponda Baba? Nuh-uh,
Listen, I don’t wanna fall through the cracks,
Like some cigarette ash, on Scott Storch’s keyboard,
So, let me bring it back to these tracks where we snack,
On these hacks, that’s you all know me for, Ooft
Ooft, you’ll get bodied in the booth,
I’m not worried ‘bout a thing that you might say,
It goes, Ooft, God almighty, we the truth,
La-di-da-di-dow-da-de-de-da-di-day
It’s just the way of man, staring up into the great expanse, We’ve been making plans, howling at the moon until the day advance, Taking out the trash, you’re getting put in your place, I keep one foot upon your throat the other foot in the grave, So kill my vibe, I’m still alright, can’t be stripped of the essence, I’ve hit my strides signified but the vicious intentions, Still they try to vilify and kill the progression, Like a stripper inside a gift I’m trying to live in the present, Ooft, we fight the madness we know, It’s sad your battling my shadow when I’ve survived the baddest of both, Dagger and cloak, bro I hope you die from gagging on smoke, That’s why I’m pissing on the fire you’ve been fanning your hope, Sometimes I stop and wonder why conjuring something bothers others, They aint gonna love you just to love you like Donna Summers, We’re conquerors brother, just drop the gun and, Don’t be so reckless, put down your arms like Ponda Baba
Ooft, you’ll get bodied in the booth,
I’m not worried ‘bout a thing that you might say,
It goes, Ooft, God almighty, we the truth,
La-di-da-di-dow-da-de-de-da-di-day,
Ooft, you’ll get bodied in the booth,
I’m not worried ‘bout a thing that you might say,
It goes, Ooft, God almighty, we the truth,
La-di-da-di-dow-da-de-de-da-di-day
I feel like I’m walking a thin line, Balancing thoughts on a zip-tie, I’d let them fly if the quiet would finally silence the voice that is inside, Weighing my words before that I’ve spoken, Day of my birth, caught in the motions, Why do I only feel norm in the eye of the storm by the roar of the ocean, Over and over again, Though we both know where this ends, It’s sobering knowing that coping alone with this stress, It all falls over the edge, Have mercy am I blasphemous? So, Burn me with fire or Cannabis smoke, I’ve worked all my life with hands on my throat, Searching for highs to balance the lows, I’ve been spending my days with reckless abandon, Searching for balance, I’m drifting away with no counter weight, I’ve tried changing my ways, I’m stuck in here stranded, Searching for balance, I’m drifting away with no counter weight, No I’ve got no counter weight If it’s all in front of me, Why’s it awaken the kind of sensation of falling suddenly, Like every step could be pulled from under me, And so it don’t all catch up to me, I move at the speed of light, Losing my peace of mind, Pursuing my demons, lucid or dreaming, Can’t keep doing this, truth is a need a vice, I’m all out of love now, if abandoned my sanity’s struck down, Started actually giving a fuck ‘bout, Who’s catching me when I come down, I pray that you follow, So I’m paving away to escape from this lotto, It’s beautiful today, heart breaking tomorrow I’ve been spending my days, with reckless abandon, Searching for balance, I’m drifting away, with no counter weight, I’ve tried changing my ways, I’m stuck in here stranded, Searching for balance, I’m drifting away, with no counter weight, No I’ve got no counter weight Don’t wanna be here forever, Take me from this place, Don’t wanna live forever, Just wanna live today, Don’t wanna be here forever, Take me from this place, Don’t wanna live forever, Just wanna live today I’ve been spending my days, with reckless abandon, Searching for balance, I’m drifting away, with no counter weight, I’ve tried changing my ways, I’m stuck in here stranded, Searching for balance, I’m drifting away, with no counter weight, No, I’ve got no counter weight
If I were, if I were, if I were in your place,
If the light that was shining upon you fell on my face,
Oh, I would have purpose, I would have peace if I had your fire and grace,
If I were, if I were, if I were in your place
I’d never seen you struggling with crisis, Who would have thought that someone so vibrant was suffering in silence? I just thought if I could take your spot for a day, That would wash all of my problems away, But you wear that mirage of perfection like a mask for depression, Never asked if you were ok, only asked for your blessing, I’m fathomless, once I was blind with my judgements, But happiness doesn’t coincide with abundance, If we could truly see the beauty in simplicity, Maybe you and me could soothe the beast and live blissfully? Is it our wonder or the struggle in our nature, That creates a hunger till we’re converting our neighbour, Because everybody want an ace of diamonds, When they’re holding a deck of spades, We’re all trying to fill a place inside us, A prison guard to an empty space
If I were, if I were, if I were in your place,
If the light that was shining upon you fell on my face,
Oh, I would have purpose, I would have peace if I had your fire and grace,
If I were, if I were, if I were in your place
When we find our value in other people’s beauty,
When all we see is champions and we are just fans,
When we’re so shallow and impressed by the jewellery,
We find it so challenging cos we are just Stan’s,
And they are all gods, they are all goddesses,
We are just the hive in the halls of our offices,
We are just admirers, but find that the thing is,
The happiest people that we know, the least ambitious,
Look, with success comes the lessons like,
Don’t get me wrong I feel blessed, but like every time,
I’ve been sitting in a winning position, I felt confusion,
Cos it didn’t feel like winning, just felt like I wasn’t losing,
I’m trying to destroy my heroes,
Because I’m not trying to claw at peaks,
I can admire your fire, but still know,
That we’re all born flawed human beings, you know
If you were in my place,
You’d see your fire and grace,
If I were, if I were, if I were in your place,
If the light that was shining upon you fell on my face,
Oh, I would have purpose, I would have peace if I had your fire and grace,
If I were, if I were, if I were in your place,
Troubled waters can appear calm on the surface,
A cool façade can be fuelled by a furnace,
I got grace under fire, you got fire and grace,
But if I were, if I were, if I were in your place
Words fail me trying to convey, the right thing to say,
But they’re written in the lines on my face,
They’re like a road map to show you the way,
No tomorrow if there’s no today,
‘Cause time will take all we’ve left, we’ve only now,
So fly away, hold your breath and don’t look down,
What becomes of us? if our mistakes are the sum of us,
Missing all the beauty right in front of us
Pressure, Ev Jones & Emalia Burford
Here we are, our pride got a hold of us,
One road too far, our past blindfolding us
Here we are, our world in front of us,
If we lose our path, then what becomes of us?
Pressure
Every road of my life, I’ve had to build across a broken divide,
Cornered animals only know how to fight,
So why’s it feel like for winning every argument, I lose a little part of us,
If I concede that I could be the feud within this partnership,
Then I don’t know where I stand,
Maybe lately I been focused on my own just trying to broker a plan,
If everything’s left unspoken then I know that we’re damned,
And we’ll keep drowning with this weight tied to both of our hands,
But don’t mistake my silence for my withdraw,
Cause only people caught inside a war say it’s worth fighting for,
If this encompasses us, what becomes of us?
Missing all the beauty right in front of us
Here we are, our pride got a hold of us,
One road too far, our past blindfolding us
Here we are, our world in front of us,
If we lose our path, then what becomes of us?
Asked a friend a question, said,
How much do you drink at night? ‘Cause that’s how much I spill,
I tried to drown my demons, but my demons they grew gills,
I feel I have no chill but don’t want my heart to give cos,
I’m a father and I’ve got two other hearts to live for,
Frida said ‘Viva La Vida’, Imma meet her,
On the other side and fall at her feet I’ve,
Never heard such good advice, not here to pass the time,
I’m here to map a story on my face with laughter lines, right?
We can’t see the path sometimes cos of our busy lives,
Like we can’t see the stars at night cos of the city lights,
I need to step away and find my balance,
Redecorate my mind palace,
My, my Alice, I went down the rabbit-hole,
To find my sadness, and crush it like it’s Adderall,
I mind my manners, and try to be kind,
When I find my answers, I’m going to be fine
Here we are, our pride got a hold of us,
One road too far, our past blindfolding us
Here we are, our world in front of us,
If we lose our path, then what becomes of us?
Hotel lobby, still got me waiting,
Road’s been long it killed off my patience,
Beard game sloppy, you think that I’m probably,
Here on vacation,
But, I don’t want refreshments or breath mints,
I want you to check in this guest ‘cause I’m restless,
I got no reception, the net ain’t connected,
It’s just that my girls been expecting a message,
And I wish tonight that I could ring that line,
I’ll live and die by if I did that crime,
I miss right you right, but you’re mystified,
For all the gifts I buy I can’t give you time,
There’s never enough I know you want more,
I ask myself why I do this for?
When every single thing’s a reminder,
That I’m here without you
Missing everything about you,
I’m here across the world without you,
Every single thing’s a reminder,
That I’m here without you,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t,
Feel this kind of way without breaking up,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t,
Feel this kind of way without breaking up
In a hotel hallway,
Pacing up and down, walking ‘round cos I lost my key,
Trying to sell them a story,
But I’m talking ‘round and ‘round in circles, man they want ID,
My wallets in the room sir,
So, can you see the problem here?
They’re like, there’s no need to be rude sir,
Security’s like have we got a problem here?
Imma commandeer your phone right quick,
If you don’t come and open number 256,
Cos I’m in a different time zone and my phones locked up,
So, what ma? Call the cops up, you know what’s up,
I got a girl waiting on me at home,
Across the world all I want is my phone,
And every single thing’s a reminder,
That I’m here without you,
Missing everything about you,
I’m here across the world without you,
Every single thing’s a reminder,
That I’m here without you,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t,
Feel this kind of way without breaking up,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t,
Feel this kind of way without breaking up
Without you, I miss you and all that I think of is you right now,
Without you, I miss you and all that I think of is you right now,
Without you, I miss you and all that I think of is you right now,
Without you, I miss you and all that I think of is you right now,
Every single thing’s a reminder that I’m here without you
I’m feeling like I’m MJ singing about Billie Jean,
Lighting up the city street with every step that I take, are you feeling me?
Uh, silly me, I thought we all wanted each other to win but,
I’m starting to think the ugliest things, the buddies I’m with the,
People I’m ‘round wanna cut that, cut that tall tree down,
Holding me down, but fuck that, fuck that, get another shelf for the trophy lounge,
I would never joke around, I’m sorry but everybody that wanted smoke is now,
Bodied, and broken down,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, show me you palms, join up your thumbs,
Take both your index fingers, and point up at the sun,
The H is for Hilltop, yell the name,
P Della maing, got more props than propeller planes,
These cellophane rappers, you colourful but see-through,
Fuck ‘em all, I’ll beat you butterballs the colour of a beetroot,
And I aint a tough guy, I’m a tired guy, I lost my,
Patience, either way man I’m dangerous, the H is…
I’m putting wraps on the chapter, been amassing a stature, For coming back with the rapture, Because I call my home wherever I roam on the cracked alabaster, I’m that flabbergasted by the fans and the passionate minds of the masses I captured, Y’all aint fucking with us from dust unto dust until I’m ash in a casket, We wandered a path into time, aint trod this far just to find, I could be forgotten in body or heart and the mind, won’t stop till they martyr my dying, Hitting rock bottoms just part of the climb, chasing a wandering star and it’s shine, And I’d rather do it harder than be another lost to the art of the rhyme, I’m trying to honour the discipline, find solace to live within, it’s constant conditioning, Keeping my focus, rappers thinking they’re woke just popping a Ritalin, So fuck a popular hit and then, sell it off any cost at a minimum, It’s not I got a problem with listening, just aint buying it, cognitive dissidence, I came in the door, no fame or accord, I scrapped and I claw, By grace of the lord fell straight on my swords, my name on the wall in the face of the law, In peace we’re anticipating for war, no sedating the force of the rage in my core, I was never in doubt so say it out loud, you know by now what the H is for…